14 January 2013

One of my demons

One of my demons. I have fought this one all my life. For the most part, I have won, but there are times in my darkest hours, where this demon visits.
Wisdom dwells within us, it seems to me, but finding that wisdom requires efforts that are often painful. All my life, I have defined myself by my relationship to what is exterior: people’s opinions of me and the various forces to which I have been subjected. For a very long time, the endless sessions of self-criticism and denunciation—which I find so difficult to forget—kept me from being myself.
 From:  The Secret Piano: From Mao's Labor Camps to Bach's Goldberg Variations
by Zhu Xiao-Mei, Ellen Hinsey

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