Regrets

Regrets? I have none.

However, there are things I wish I had done differently. I wish had knew things, realised a few things, had the maturity to do things differently, had more clarity, not acted impulsively and use my head instead. Had I known things, seen things for what they really are (which I've gotten much better at) and not be so naive, and looking for the good -- or bad -- in people.

I hope the people that I have offended and hurt while committing these action UNINTENTIONALLY (as there are some actions that I deliberately planned on doing, but either backfired, or was terribly misguided while executing them), understand that my intentions were not towards malice, but in my own sense of obtaining justice, I was wholly justified. At least in the moment.

While I have been working on self-censorship, and at the same time, trying to be fully transparent in what I'm thinking and feeling, it has been an exercise in balancing both sides of the scale.

I am just a person. I am not perfect. And I am who I am. When people finally realise that, they can see me for who I really am. A complex and dynamic person.